settling down..

hai.. missed two classes today coz of procrastination.. at 6.30am, my alarm clock rang.. couldn't open my eyes.. stopped the alarm.. fell asleep again.. second time i woke up, the clockhand went straight to 8~! (class starts..) heheh.. oops.. so just skipped the two classes, one after the other.. heheh..

dunno why these days im so withered.. somehow i find myself hard not to get tired.. think 've been doing lots of things lately particularly physical work.. guess its all abt settling down and getting used to it.. back in brunei, i din have to worry abt cooking, preparing lunch, buying groceries and households, cycling to school (need more effort than driving a car), having to get to classes on time and know where they are held, washing clothes, preparing lecture notes, winter protection, paying rents, and etc.. now its like i've to divide time between 'work' and academic work, play and socializing.. many of these things tat needed thinking and some kind of practical organisation particularly uni work which is getting more and more demanding..

so i'm not certain how often i will update this blog again.. maybe once or twice per week.. but sure if all my frens noticed, im the one who's an often blogger.. can't see anyone who blogs as often as me.. haha.. or is it im the odd one but i guess its time to cool down a bit.. need some time to settle down here.. being bz but now need some kind of strategy..

tat goes for msging too i guess.. heheh.. so most likely every weekend.. erm yung soon.. tell me something.. wat's life if u cudn't live a single happy moment ever again.. why the bother to make ur life tat miserable.. live life w/o regrets.. be stiff upon ur decision, its either a yes or no.. dun leave it hanging there.. the end result will determine ur outcome whether you'll gonna be happy or sad again..

hey where's my thomas.. u guys no go out le..? y he still doesn't haf internet.. btw haf u got BoA's cd? i posted back some cards to u guys u go collect la.. and including the cd with her songs.. so enjoy la.. go out socialise, haf fun.. and ur thomas already in ubd.. he's into this ****** whom he doesn't want to tell.. haha.. hmm..

i really learned a lot during these past few years.. knowing life deep at every corner, wat should be done and wat's expected.. im beginning to dwell a bit into god's concept of life, love and hope.. and christianity.. but nevertheless, im still and always will be a free-thinker or rather all-thinker.. i pray for all.. to churches to temples.. hmm.. funny eh but this is still me..