why?

i was in the lib.. at a corner.. when i suddenly noticed.. i glanced.. the sideview gave me an apparent jerk. strght i reacted.. nt being able to control.. heartrush.. anxiety.. revulsion..

its hw it used to be and always was.. i walked past, thinking hw she'd think of me. her hair.. her chin.. her slight back curvature.. were all reminiscent. it's gotta be... after using up the prints, i gt back.. she went to print.. then i bravely decided, i'd confront. i just wnted to make sure...

i gt there. she was still she. until i went up and prmpted a gesture. she turned ard n...

smehw i'd never understnd.. why sme things can still give a huge reaction aft such a long time.. especially tngs to do with forgiveness.. the endpoint is even tngs tt seem to look alike..

when will we ever resolve...