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it takes out time. it takes out trust.. so easy.
nobody helps me. like i did to my little pussy.. given to anyone. anyone.. de de duer..

(its gigi's mnth.. bt i wnt cheer's pussy 4 a while..)
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took sme tme off aft class.. away frm stress.. away to relax.. since tmrw is free xcept for 2 classes. reminiscing.. luv to rem.. esp off to certain tngs.. life has gne by...

so dreamt of the days wn i jst had to cme back frm school & turn on my gadget.. hw relax & enjoying as i dwell into non-consequential activity.. it wudn be risky as long as u still wrk.. still can hf fun.. tmeless fantasy.. doze into music.. solemn..

evry nw & then, i'd revert back to nw.. fuff.. 21 yrs old.. wt can u expect.. present is all wt u face.. independence.. stress.. catching tme.. keeping up.. issues.. disappointments.. no world.. ur choice.

u think bck to the carefree past.. hw sweet.. bt still.. u think.. life nw still isnt tt bad hey.. *wake up* and be a fully grwn man..! yawn.. y life has to be tt challenging.. (fine.)

life-
i admit.. i haven been taking care of myself. but sweet.. back to my hme. have to strt being organised..

haven't cooked meals for a long tme.. need health.. need fitness.. maybe i shud stop blogging..

need to get rid of tis sick attitude.. strt thinking abroad.. positive.. wrk thru.. build up.. does tt mean i still need a social life. yes..!

if really i have to go down into depths jst coz of anyone.. i'd say.. i'd be foolish. yet again...
its weird really.. when i think bt it. hw drastic it can be.. smeone.. anyone.. ppl i mean.. influencing ur life. fuff..

cz of disappointments lately.. hopes on a fren.. maybe shud leave this sick thing away.. maybe im jst childish.. judging too extensively on ppl's treatment.. live a life keith..

its nt abt u.. it seems ages waiting for a reply frm u tgh it's just only been two days... after angel flying off to third, u'll see who will influence me again.. i wnt let it be easy..