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heh.. blog again.. set free is set free.. but life is life lo.. u know... i just feel hehehe.. again? what do you mean by that? i just feel heehee.. it's scary though to think what that means.. but i reassure i'm not crazy.. :p the word sadness takes a times to heal.. and i'm glad i'm going back again to the basics.. maintain.. maintain.. being the sz/keith who used to be the most positive person i've ever met.. knowing his way.. standing firm.. being one with an open heart..

he is such a sincere person i thought.. wouldn't have been the influence of life around him, would he be the best ever display as a role.. an individual who knows the way to go.. i guess life is always a reminder.. maintain la.. maintain la.. heheh.. who cares is lame.. at least the whole world hates me.. i'll never hate myself.. heheh.. that again is a courage word to cope with..

i might be going back to brunei lagi this.. june.. coz i miss my family and frens so much leh.. awu.. benar.. haiya.. dunno macam life here doesn't seem to be life.. need to be reenergized.. remotivated.. reloved.. tapi.. i know its still up to me to make it tgh.. miss all that's back in brunei.. ahya.. need to rehabilitate again...

frenster seems to be deserted nowadays.. maybe coz my frens are in exams.. atu my mood to work seems to be deteriorating.. maybe coz im healing? tapi just wanna go thru this semester dulu coz i know i have been blasted away kan.. try hard.. miss the frens tat i used to share life with...

wanna thank some ppl in brisbane.. i and j.. thanks for being there as support.. life is no easy thingy tapi.. just live it.. live it the fullest dulu.. and see what happens..