a week~

a week has past.. and now it's the start of my two weeks of easter break.. where probably i'll be needing a bit of reminder.. work.. work.. and maybe just some fun? the least like sports kah.. or maybe with my biomed batch org going for trips or coast.. well.. let's see..

the past week hasn't been easy.. yea.. it hasn't.. it's those times where i just have to keep on going forth, reminding myself that.. look no matter how hard, you know you're doing the right thing.. you know some things have to just be left behind.. some things that no one in this world can change but it is only you who can.. the past memories.. the goodies and the bad points.. they come often to remind me of how lonely and less lively now i am in.. but only to be reflected by another perception that you're going on the right path.. you're doing the right thing.. you're being urself and that is what's important..! i can see how hard it is to even open a book and read when you just dun feel like doing it.. but i went on.. and the result is ever challenging..

fuff.. and that goes for change.. in fact i never changed my life b4 in a way.. used to be still the same old naive and sincere person.. now i've changed.. i'm more into loving myself.. no one can please me better than i do.. so why bother to put hopes upon ppl instead of you? i'd be more protective now.. and i know it sounds a bit immature kinda thing.. but i guess in reality nowadays, we all are direct and harsh.. there's no every good thing in this world which comes without that hard work and strength of persistence to achieve it.. cares who if anyone doesn't bother.. cares who if anyone hates me.. cares who if anyone just dun care.. coz i dun care.. i care for myself...

fuff.. this week is a bit productive.. i like this way.. and more into households.. got up in the morning to wash and hang the clothes.. i can cook.. finally~! at least now i can.. not a few weeks ago.. i'm starting on fish.. and it's pity i just had mee goreng and basil fish yesterday but it looks nice.. :) then today.. wahah.. the best.. veg with lamb meat.. lol.. 'lame'.. anyways.. this is the simplest things life can offer to make a smile on ur face.. :)

studying-wise seems to be better for that week despite mind-set problem.. i have been thinking if i had done just reading earlier during the semester, i would be better off now.. just skim reading and know how abt each lecture.. and again.. biomed is not an easy course eh.. so many things to catch up.. but i know there's still time.. i can.. :)

thank god i have the best family housemates.. the mother and daughter who just seems to be the most frenliest.. (wrng grammr) ppl in town.. i had about an hour plus chat with them at nite in the living room and we laughed and just tell stories abt our countries.. or maybe just teaching the mom a bit of english.. it's fun.. i'm really glad to have them.. the least i can have them here till august.. :) thank god.. it is like me in this state that i need a family like them.. thank god.. asking me to translate, 'ni chey ding ni de xing fu'.. - you decide ur own happiness.. ponders me for a while.. find it very meaningful..

after all this.. just came to my mind.. there are so many different types of ppl.. i meet and see and indeed each of them can be grouped to be similar upon their hometowns they originate from.. some can be quite terrible esp frm big countries.. or even small.. :s i just feel it's just their nature.. sigh.. still i think it's the matter of personality and aptitude.. maybe i'm just a bit too sincere.. time to be more direct.. ;p

my mind now is at least feeling a bit better.. not to say better.. very very much better.. :D whatever so.. i dun care.. i mean who cares? haha.. tomorrow.. need to decide my topic for assignment by then.. and just study? ok tat's it for now emotional boy~ till then..

pending on leisure- watch howl's moving castle, play on sat nite with damit/frens, sun 'pump it day'
status- rehabilitating