keith

:) 2 weeks.. i left it out for 2 weeks.. no mail checks.. no frenster.. no blog.. no idea of anything happening online & just going on my life for 2 busy/non-bz weeks.. consequence? nothing much.. nothing less.. everythn's simple as it is and yet guess, non the doubt it is.. healthier.

when i come back, i expect smethn.. well at least msges.. interesting things to happen.. probably blog comments like 'grow up!' or smethn.. hah.. but conversely, everythn is just as still as it is. i din receive any mails.. i had no comments.. and just all is still on the 'net' side of my life. well it may be a good thing.. it shows life is as peaceful.. not particularly 'havocky'.. so should be acting grateful instead.

keith.. i like this name. for some reasons. i just happened to knw everyone in bris calls me tat for nw.. just wanna blog on my intrinsic insights for this paragph.. to me, living life is so much not based upon what you think makes you happy or what without it doesnt but is smethn of how you wud live makes you happy or not.

in many cases of thought, and im not deliberately stating as an issue of fact, i think smetmes in life we tend to forget happiness when we get so caught up much with other things. our mind ok lets say 'frens'.. having more frens means a blessing.. then u tend to build up towards it.. making more frens, eventually bringing you up to a state of popularity and so on so forth..

once things begin to fall apart.. you finally realise how happiness isn't there anymore.. tats the same with a relationship.. you build it up, break it.. things don't go well, you fall. it goes the same with anything.. anything u can name it.. eating chocolates, anything tat goes around ur society, ur hobby, intentions and any 'hardrock' hopes you'd tend to push yourself far to the limit, not knowing the severity of how bad you will end up in if you just fall out from it.

my point here is.. how you want your life to be. so live it. a church minister stated if you want happiness, you'll get it.. just by putting it into your mind. if you aim to be happy, if your goal is to be happy, you'll eventually be happy anyhow. the fact is on how you want it to be and all of tat comes only from yourself. note and not anything else tat are tangible.

everyone in this world has their own way of happiness.. to me, happy is just living myself to be happy.. tats all it matters.. some ppl or rather most wud take their lives for granted.. have you ever thought of how lung cancer patients can only survive for a few months when you just thought ok.. tats when i'll start to learn how to appreciate life a bit better? fact is.. be content. live life fully now.. live forward and learn how to always leave the unusefulness behind.. stop stalling your life. search for happiness.. :)

i hope i can be a good dr. tats a worthy happiness.. securing stability for the worthies.. and being around, occasionally not often, with those being wonders for accepting the person whom you are.

tats all i wanna say.. sorry.. a short para turned out to be a multiple.. so far ive been good.. been hanging arnd.. meeting nice ppl.. chatting with them.. dun wanna name them.. its normal.. next note.. hah. food.. i really just want to make who is reading now drool.. sorry lo... :(

ok tats for now.. just wanna tell i do miss those msges.. not tat i cant find happiness w/o them, just i thought you knw.. you've been a great fren. where are you?! since, 2 weeks worth a more healthy life.. why not? see you all in 2 weeks time.. :)