229

how to start? feeling a bit tired and not gonna promise i'll write as good as i expect myself to write.. :) let me see..

229.. marks the birthday of the one and only lamest ys.. happy b'day buddy.. haha. why 229? its been three years.. 229 had always been the marker for tat special day.. 219 or is it 239. haha.. tat was a long time ago..

these two weeks.. had been still mostly work-based kind of.. and looking back again..

ups.. a bit of sense of humor and im beginning to love my blur self. once at night having to shop and cash out for groceries. i swiped for eftpos and the cashier said, "err.. tat's ur student card.."

considering help for a lit review on romeo and juliet, i was asked by my next door little girl to explain wat's the difference between love and infatuation. i read her essay and it was interesting but b4 anything, all i cud do was to laugh myself off..

anyone for comment perhaps? infat is more or less a foolish feeling or inspiration for one, not even knowing the person in depth or even at all. and it was stated tat romeo's feelings for juliet and rosaline are rather infats since their 'love' came out of attraction and sensual predisposition.. i cud have ruled out temptation. (romeo married juliet after two days of meeting)

love.. is knowing tat person and accepting, liking tat person for who he/she is.. not based upon anythn frm the outside which triggers the below-waist factor but is.. smethn unique. true love doesn't expect an outcome.. it's rather smethn which involves understanding.. and i cud have ruled our interaction.

when we consider this, love nowadays are very misleading. themes in films depicting love at first sight or tat intense feeling of envy or inspiration for one. tgh love is a subjective matter, to me love isn't all abt feelings.. its abt acceptance and sacrifice.. :)

anyways.. one thing tat fascinates me nowadays is liu yi fei. a singer originated frm china whom i think has the potential to be famous internationally. just being 19, her voice is really making me sense tat she'll be BoA-like in the future. i'm also indulging into cheerful aiko.. nowadays just japs.. i wonder..

a lot more to write actually..

i agree very much with jocelyn. happiness is abt taking care of urself, controlling ur emotions and not being greedy.. very much agreeable.. :) and one thing is i've never known how much important it is to control emotions esp when you just feel like you're not urself.. but indeed it really comes with ur effort to do so. if i can add up, being happy is having a goal to work towards to and be secure. its also pretty much being content of where you are now.

she's giving me the creeps.. she's being so principally (or rather principle'ly) clique as me.. and yea if you wrote abt bindi sue letting off a speech in tribute to her dad, steve you know who you are. tat is one of the warmest clips i've seen in time.. bindi is such an optimistic chap..

rite.. each path you take will decide the type of life you will end up in.. and rite.. God gives us opportunities, fate will help us.. but still comes to qn you at the end of the day- what do you want? and i believe we still can change tat..

yes.. tamoxifen is used to treat breast cancer who have a high predisposition to Her2-type genre.. and yes.. i love tauhu farmie.. in fact, i love my grandma's made tauhu with meat fillings.. they are the best.. :D

is tat all? quite long already.. ok then.. time to take a break. fuff.. anyways.. ppl who read. enjoy reading.. :) in 2 weeks...