'06
'06
im starting now.. tis might be a long post. its 8.15 and aus idol is showing. not my type of show.. so its double ente'tein for sharon 2night. wanted to start early. scared of losing some vital feels and points tat are still in my mind. once 29th comes, i'd most probably be roaming around feeling somewhat intense, either at one end or the other. so not a good condition for blogging.
the topic is '06. i'd like to sum everythn frm head to toe but i knw its virtually impossible. just a few tghts and craps frm the life of a blogger as well as a 3rd yr uni student.
i think it will be one of the most emotional moments of my life if im really to graduate soon. these 3 yrs.. my.. basically the life of a person cud not get any further in terms of drastic changes and experiences. once 18 starts, u begin to feel the boom and tat is for me in these past years. i saw life changed. true to nicole who had a less soulful smile b4, as the same.. i had the life of a pure weak, innocent soul.
ppl do most of the part. love changes it all. finding the meaning of life in itself is a determ. i knw i was taking it easy when i first began to explore. i saw ppl. i met with them and they met with me. vip vitality. i soon realise how ppl can be the most complicated beings in the world. v stands for values. i stands for intellect. p stands for personality. u want culture, i can add on c. all these four things make up the elements in a nature's society. and so lot tat applies to me.
i was unable to accept the fact tat im different in the past.. i still remembered once attending a christian grp, i happened to make one girl very mad after arguments frm my point of view. i cud not let go of my personal values i.e. my health and career. bt still i joined along at same tme seeked to be my own.. being part of the fam, making smiles & helping out. loved to pray, loved to joy. ended up drop dead cz i wasn't appr.
very luckily, i was pursuing a medical career. as i am an empathic person, i happened to find my way out wen i left. ter is nothng wrong trying ur best to be who u want to be esp when u want to save lives. despite all i endured, continued and make it thru the exams.
if u want to talk abt personality, my god that stands for one person i know who's now in calgary. intellect- recently i went out with a korean. culture referring to that fren of hers & mine. wat a diff. it is tis tat makes the difference & cud cause sme chaotic moments at times. tats why at present, im glad to have owned a very handy knowledge of sociology for practice. tats what makes ppl gather and accepting each other thus..
let me see.. 2day i passed by a place which i often used to go to evry weekends. it still gives unreasonably effective heart shapes. ter are too much bitterness in it which i really doubt i cud stand a moment being in it again. so.. i had to move on. have to.. i wished tat she cud have been more open and more reliasible then. what happened and what make me like tis. i did nt attend once tis semester, i think it still requires another sem. wait till she's gone..
i wanted to offer tribute to one person. this person.. let me admit. cliques. i never liked anyone tt much for whom he/she is besides mei who's yet to meet.. we knw each other just for tis few months.. my god.. values, intellect, personality, maturity.. sight suffice. just recently, slight unjust happened to cause some very unworthy moments for tt person. felt so sorry. just knw the short promise is still on.. i'll wait till then.
'06 is planned.. a confirmed graduant but waiting for results. sharon insisted a post on our outings. the past week has been drastic. i watched three movies- 'the prestige, a good year and saw III'. oh yea not to mention borat. a good year is soothe, smooth flowing and relaxing piece. i'd sum the week up like tis:
17th sharon- city, bubbles, paid for meal, she's yet to pay me plus a s$15 b'day gift. very good back-to-the-oldtimes chat.
18/19th- abi and damit. movie, tv & stayed over.
20th- onkei, 1st time sizzler, happy times.
21/22th- rested, 23th- another movie.
24th- korean, dim sum in a 3-star, movie, was fun.
the rest rested. its been smetme ive written somethn as long as this.. hmm.. christmas is coming soon.. i'm beginning to feel the atmosphere now.. there are lightbulbs frm my window.. anticipating parent's comeover and touring them arnd :) miss brunei dearly. miss frens.. food.. the air & place.. only to knw im gonna be ter for only a month.
k ppl.. stop here. have a good nite.. sleep well.. and enjoy ur life in anyway u can.. coz nw is nw.. we still have lots of time. alrite ciao~
b4 i go.. the morale of this '06 post tat always gives me the spirit to move on..
be content of where u r nw.. :)
-keith
im starting now.. tis might be a long post. its 8.15 and aus idol is showing. not my type of show.. so its double ente'tein for sharon 2night. wanted to start early. scared of losing some vital feels and points tat are still in my mind. once 29th comes, i'd most probably be roaming around feeling somewhat intense, either at one end or the other. so not a good condition for blogging.
the topic is '06. i'd like to sum everythn frm head to toe but i knw its virtually impossible. just a few tghts and craps frm the life of a blogger as well as a 3rd yr uni student.
i think it will be one of the most emotional moments of my life if im really to graduate soon. these 3 yrs.. my.. basically the life of a person cud not get any further in terms of drastic changes and experiences. once 18 starts, u begin to feel the boom and tat is for me in these past years. i saw life changed. true to nicole who had a less soulful smile b4, as the same.. i had the life of a pure weak, innocent soul.
ppl do most of the part. love changes it all. finding the meaning of life in itself is a determ. i knw i was taking it easy when i first began to explore. i saw ppl. i met with them and they met with me. vip vitality. i soon realise how ppl can be the most complicated beings in the world. v stands for values. i stands for intellect. p stands for personality. u want culture, i can add on c. all these four things make up the elements in a nature's society. and so lot tat applies to me.
i was unable to accept the fact tat im different in the past.. i still remembered once attending a christian grp, i happened to make one girl very mad after arguments frm my point of view. i cud not let go of my personal values i.e. my health and career. bt still i joined along at same tme seeked to be my own.. being part of the fam, making smiles & helping out. loved to pray, loved to joy. ended up drop dead cz i wasn't appr.
very luckily, i was pursuing a medical career. as i am an empathic person, i happened to find my way out wen i left. ter is nothng wrong trying ur best to be who u want to be esp when u want to save lives. despite all i endured, continued and make it thru the exams.
if u want to talk abt personality, my god that stands for one person i know who's now in calgary. intellect- recently i went out with a korean. culture referring to that fren of hers & mine. wat a diff. it is tis tat makes the difference & cud cause sme chaotic moments at times. tats why at present, im glad to have owned a very handy knowledge of sociology for practice. tats what makes ppl gather and accepting each other thus..
let me see.. 2day i passed by a place which i often used to go to evry weekends. it still gives unreasonably effective heart shapes. ter are too much bitterness in it which i really doubt i cud stand a moment being in it again. so.. i had to move on. have to.. i wished tat she cud have been more open and more reliasible then. what happened and what make me like tis. i did nt attend once tis semester, i think it still requires another sem. wait till she's gone..
i wanted to offer tribute to one person. this person.. let me admit. cliques. i never liked anyone tt much for whom he/she is besides mei who's yet to meet.. we knw each other just for tis few months.. my god.. values, intellect, personality, maturity.. sight suffice. just recently, slight unjust happened to cause some very unworthy moments for tt person. felt so sorry. just knw the short promise is still on.. i'll wait till then.
'06 is planned.. a confirmed graduant but waiting for results. sharon insisted a post on our outings. the past week has been drastic. i watched three movies- 'the prestige, a good year and saw III'. oh yea not to mention borat. a good year is soothe, smooth flowing and relaxing piece. i'd sum the week up like tis:
17th sharon- city, bubbles, paid for meal, she's yet to pay me plus a s$15 b'day gift. very good back-to-the-oldtimes chat.
18/19th- abi and damit. movie, tv & stayed over.
20th- onkei, 1st time sizzler, happy times.
21/22th- rested, 23th- another movie.
24th- korean, dim sum in a 3-star, movie, was fun.
the rest rested. its been smetme ive written somethn as long as this.. hmm.. christmas is coming soon.. i'm beginning to feel the atmosphere now.. there are lightbulbs frm my window.. anticipating parent's comeover and touring them arnd :) miss brunei dearly. miss frens.. food.. the air & place.. only to knw im gonna be ter for only a month.
k ppl.. stop here. have a good nite.. sleep well.. and enjoy ur life in anyway u can.. coz nw is nw.. we still have lots of time. alrite ciao~
b4 i go.. the morale of this '06 post tat always gives me the spirit to move on..
be content of where u r nw.. :)
-keith
posted by keith at
8:14 pm
5 Comments:
oh god.. forgive me for my ruthless & inexplicable nature.. u knw i've been tough on myself.. its all just to survive.. forgive me. plse bless me for the rest of this yr so tat everythn goes well.. amen`
Hi bubu,
i agree with u in being the best. on the other hand, every individual has their own perspective and there's always an argument when those perspective conflicts with one another.
Inevitably, you cannot avoid different perspective and arguments. It doesn't mean you have to feel bad when the other's mad or ignoring you because of those conflicts.
I always think that one reasonable thing to do is to compromise and discuss once the heat cools down. Whatever and how intense that heat is.
If you can't or the other party still couldnt get it, sticking to his or her point, leave it (the whole thing) because you know it's not worth it to keep one emotional pang going. That's one thing not to keep that ball rolling, if you get what I mean. I believe that's how conflicts and things for me should be communicated.
What a long comment. I should blog with you. We'll make a team of bloggers Tan together. Lol. Take care bubu.
Dear Keith,
Do not worry about your past. All your dreams, however disturbing it may be, be glorious for the Lord has blessed you.
Trust in Him in whatever mood you're in, whether it be how low, how down or even how bad the day may seem. The Lord, Your Father, will help you overcome it and provide you with everything you need.
Will keep you in prayers.
In-Him,
Yan Shiang
see.. tts y i say evryones' diff. look at the comments u guys give :)
sis. tanks 4 the long comment. nice principles ter. yes we can, in fact the comments here are all by the same surname. coincidence. u tk`
tina tan, ive alwez agreed with u on tis. be positive, alwez do ur best to live it. have a good weekend.. :)
chan yan shiang. knw tat i've alwez respect u 4 who u r even with diff in concern. tanks 4 praying.. i appr it really.. may god bless you.
bored.... super bored... u must be sleeping like pig now... haha... update ey... since no more exam... holidays!!! haha...
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