hmm...

im exploring.. still exploring..
still seeing wats ahead.. seeing wats arnd..

emotionally challeged.. sme things.. sme ppl can touch u at tat part..
u knw.. smetmes in life, its not tat i dun wanna get touched.. its just tat i can't.. i can't be touched.. i knw my limits..

but im hoping to add her up.. she's frm my country.. the things she blog abt reflects a typical christian in nature. i want to add her up since im left out totally nowhere near where i was.. i just wnt to understand mre..
smetmes i just wnt to leave it behind due to bad exp.. due to the life i went thru.. i knw myself.. but im still exploring.. it wont add up to my emotional burden.. cz this is new.. and plus i knw myself.

(out of emotion) so.. i had celery... so tat makes it up to anti-cancer. an apple.. plus an extra pectin and chocolate, an anti-depressant. so tat makes it worthwhile for this week's food. shee mei adds on to four weeks. damn! anywys.. yawn.. assignments up for next wk then i'll go to the dramatic way.. tieing tat cloth rnd my head & strt working all nite all day.. cant wait 4 grad.. cant wait for the finals to end. cant wait to get a call tat i should be ok this term. and i mean academically.. :)

sme things can be funny.. yet melting. anyways... well. i guess tat makes it up for a blog. cya..

an hour later
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can't sleep.. maybe cz im either challeged or i've slept too much.. :)

do u ever realise music is a strong object.. it has the capacity to change ur mood, ur behavior and inspire ur life? i've been listening to loads loads in my life.. and seriously.. it changes u.

i believe cheer has made me more senti. or more understanding. gigi has alwez given me 'myself'.. suited to the type of music tats for me and offering determ.. BoA- alwez cheering, stylish & sensual..

i rememberd once hw if u listen too much to particular songs, ure sure to get a big smack to ur ass and well-being.. i rem ys listened too much jay, till he got too senti and event broke down.. :D smetmes music can take you out of reality and just make u fantsize which is also not a really good idea... :)

i've been reading blogs.. been onlining.. unlike prev.. oh man.. the most sentimental song just came on my iPod now...

情定日落橋
握你的手 暖我心窩 為什麼愛情世界寒冷太多
時光小舟 蜿蜒飄流
誰知幸福會遇多少風波

面對日落 想起以後 會不會此刻擁抱只是煙火
相信摯愛 能留住承諾
愛越傻 越不怕 愛越苦 越付出
愛越難 越糾纏你我思想

我要你相信 一生只守一種約定
我要你相信 一生只患一種傷心
我要你相信 我的靈魂和你分離不再甦醒
-gigi

yea.. onlining and just checking stuff.. looking blogs.. being nuisance. bored. well.. imprving my blog contacts which is lame.. but yea making frens in the process..

and earlier which i had Schweppes and muffin..
fuff.. what am i talking abt? lol.

outlooks.. how long can they last? how much wud u knw abt them..
fantasy.. how long it takes to get out of it and come back.. to reality.

how willing wud u retain originality.. be urself?
not looking rnd others and crap in all and out being shitty..

does anyone in this world ever knw what's insideness?
anyone...