tears~
tears~ (revised)
bliv me.. i spent an hr writing drafts, canceling.. being in the law just for tis shit.. drinking, only to find out the bottle wasn mine.. tearing open a cadb, munching.. being a nuisance.. reminiscing.. emotions? getting the sense tat im just wasting my damn *canceled* time just for tis shit.. its 9.19pm.. i miss evryone at hme..
its nt meant to be like tis.. i was supposed to dwell a bit.. tears was the topic. i dun care. it remains.. :l
i felt damned for a while.. nt being in tis state for a long tme..
the phrase a fren let out was so rite.. 'it's like chasing the wind.. dun look back!' its so foolish. smetmes wen u do, u just feel utter shit.. & i've or rather, had been doing tis and it din even help me a bit but just make a waste of my damn tme and feeling pesky pity.. like.. *changed* its nowhere anywhere else useful..
u knw.. wen u feel tat way.. u wnted to do smethn.. (nt anymore) u wanted to just understand more.. (nt anymore) u wanted to resolve it.. wouldn't you? :/ (...)
and wen u just happen to put spirit upon smeone, u feel tat things have changed.. r u nt really accepting the fact tat its getting less? (if frens can disappoint u and if u say God doesn't, what sense does it make? i was so expecting u on 306)
i cant say anythn else.. im afraid i'll go mad.. i just have to remain calm nw.. i'll get back.. :s (tomorrow a better day..)
15 comments dont make any diff to my life esp when u knw the last 4 comments are all by the same person who just wants to flood the space :s (sorry.. i appreciate 15 :))
if i wudn want to leave it by, i might express the real side of tears~ anyhw.. i wasn't myself.. im ok nw..
bliv me.. i spent an hr writing drafts, canceling.. being in the law just for tis shit.. drinking, only to find out the bottle wasn mine.. tearing open a cadb, munching.. being a nuisance.. reminiscing.. emotions? getting the sense tat im just wasting my damn *canceled* time just for tis shit.. its 9.19pm.. i miss evryone at hme..
its nt meant to be like tis.. i was supposed to dwell a bit.. tears was the topic. i dun care. it remains.. :l
i felt damned for a while.. nt being in tis state for a long tme..
the phrase a fren let out was so rite.. 'it's like chasing the wind.. dun look back!' its so foolish. smetmes wen u do, u just feel utter shit.. & i've or rather, had been doing tis and it din even help me a bit but just make a waste of my damn tme and feeling pesky pity.. like.. *changed* its nowhere anywhere else useful..
u knw.. wen u feel tat way.. u wnted to do smethn.. (nt anymore) u wanted to just understand more.. (nt anymore) u wanted to resolve it.. wouldn't you? :/ (...)
and wen u just happen to put spirit upon smeone, u feel tat things have changed.. r u nt really accepting the fact tat its getting less? (if frens can disappoint u and if u say God doesn't, what sense does it make? i was so expecting u on 306)
i cant say anythn else.. im afraid i'll go mad.. i just have to remain calm nw.. i'll get back.. :s (tomorrow a better day..)
15 comments dont make any diff to my life esp when u knw the last 4 comments are all by the same person who just wants to flood the space :s (sorry.. i appreciate 15 :))
if i wudn want to leave it by, i might express the real side of tears~ anyhw.. i wasn't myself.. im ok nw..
posted by keith at
10:56 pm
9 Comments:
Dear Keith,
Sometimes little things get in our way which brings us to fustrations and madness. Lets learn to find peace and rest in God alone.
"My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he's my fortress, I shall not be shaken......Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge." (Psalm 62)
Take care friend.
In-Him,
YS
Cheer up! swait zin.. :)
Good luck for your exams :)
Hi Keith,
During the difficult times, that you must live your life to its fullest potential. Those are the times to triumph over circumstances with hope and courage
Believe that there are bright and wonderful days ahead for you and you will find them.
i cant deny but almost teared out when i saw all these.. :/ din really expect a major response frm a no. of ppl..
just wanna say im alrite.. it cud have been stress. i was total ubber lethargic with work these days. no doubt tat kept me down for a while.. its the side effect of stress really..
hey thanks.. u guys whom i knw.. or dun.. really appreciate it.. live it well for the next few weeks :)
sz, i jz realised that wat a pity u cant read chinese :p fan of gigi also useless.. cant read her blog.. haha.. tsktsk... i jz read her blog.. she is sick.. but shud be recovered by now liao :) so dun worry.. haha...
sheesh u tot i dunno.. my fren onki already told me shes sick ;) lala.. haha.. shes my translator..
anyways.. good luck in endo and gene for both of you~ :)
update.. ur fan wana read!!
just wanna give you a knock~~
cos i know u can get thr this...
hehe..u are strong~~
and ur complexity will help u thr..
and don worry..
one day you will understand my blog..hhehhe
i promise~~
check ur uq mail...
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