a dreamer

just feel to express.. a dreamer

fantasy songs.. not heard it for a long time.. went playing for most today.. for in the mall, in my car's cd player.. just today it appeared more often.. final fantasy collections can be that azurious esp the eight series.. just brings me to ponder.. put smiles on my face..

just driving by with the charming melody.. i glanced out and saw two girls being close to each other as they get across the road.. that puts a smile on my face.. then some songs like "roses and wine" or "breezy" brought me back to the times.. how i used to be so drown.. that also puts a smile on my face.. heh.. those were the times when i used to hear a lot of those music when i was lost.. totally lost.. thinking back and smiling, i know what it takes in all.. do i have to say it.. i dun think so..

so is it just fantasy dreamers for today or is there anything else..? it was 'expressive' in dome with parents.. whom just couldn't stop bringing me to all the best places in town.. i think i've been eating too much.. :p thomas and i are going out tonite coz i dun think we can meet anytime this week as i'm going miri.. yung soon wants me to visit ubd tomolo to meet up with him and give support for his first exam.. tat i will do it.. just for you..

and shee mei..
i want to apologise.. i promised i never wud.. but i did.. you know there is one principle i had.. to put your mind elsewhere, so to put off ur mind frm the current.. sorry.. i tried acting childish.. i just thought for the best but truly tat wasn't me.. ur focus i tried to switch though i dunno what's really the thing tat's going on.. are you actually ok or are you still facing it.. mei.. we will meet.. i'm sure we'll get to know the true us someday.. one more time.. i'm sorry.. you're too good to be blamed or hurt..

where's joel.. boohoo.. ivan and daniel.. they dun need me already.. :( ok.. fine la.. got own aussie life already.. fine fine.. hmmrf.. v) do tk everyone.. and just dream for tonite..