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heh.. now i know wat's life~ oh man.. full relieve.. full release.. full freedom... exam ends here.. and now im back to normal again.. heh.. just phoned back home and really conversation with my parents have never been tat joyful.. i admit sometimes stress can really pull you down and your mood seems to get out of.. wat's tat word.. out of sense.. tat's wat i felt just a couple of days ago.. really had no time to play around even with all the life circumstances challenging me all along.. but had to just study! and i did it.. really did it...
when sat came, i anticipated the next day to be the toughest tat i would go thru.. really just one day to prepare for an exam and i tell you its not easy.. i might have backgrounds frm previous learning but to get thru all in one is just crazy...
sun came as two sessions b4 3.30.. i even visited church coz i dun want to miss the last trip for this yr and its worth going i guess.. the worship songs they played were one of the best i've ever heard for a long time.. can't believe kelvin kok blends so well into the song.. i'm not saying he cant sing.. but the thing is its just his song when he sings it.. really great song tat binds all feelings together in the church.. and tat love song for god.. "Holy spirit rain down" i think tats the best song for me..
then of coz still i thought studying was to be prioritised but i dun wanna miss the fun.. heh.. ivan's bday.. it was decided we spray him with shaving cream.. and with me as the first person and sheep, i was ready with a plate of cream.. ;) hah.. smack.. direct head shot.. i was like.. "ivan.." showing a sad face and he thought i was having problems.. then smack.. wahah.. then all jumped over him la.. fuff fuff.. enough la.. i thought he wanted to stab me with the b'day knife already lolz..
slept fr 2hrs.. studied.. slept for 4hrs.. studied.. and then exam came at 11.. hah.. description- paper was okay.. good to say tat.. i had the basics.. good.. but it was tough paper la. everyone admitted then i got thru and tats all i can be content with.. even the invigilator in the end praised me, "good boy" as i gave her my paper.. i nearly burst out my emotions.. sigh~ i made thru.. it was tough times for me but i did it.. like previously with leeshi case also.. in the end i just kissed my hand just to show love for myself.. i did it!
erm.. next few days have to do a lot of things lo.. hmm.. i was in a crappy state just.. really feelings are so unreal and fake.. they just drive you crapz.. and in the end you just have to get hold of reality more.. sz.. u remember the time of the incident at the bus stop.. and how much you laughed at urself for being silly...
it was illusion which followed by reality.. how "illused" image with the action of ignorance (just passing by) dealt with you so bad and you wish it wasn't real.. and yet it wasn't when reality came.. :) but this time.. just this aft.. it could be the latter but i still dunno.. i was facing down and with one straight glance to the side.. i saw blurly.. a near figure just straight passing by.. it was illuminated by light so i couldn't make sure.. but i noticed coz i know every stature of her face.. its most likely.. coz i know in mind how she looks like.. with one more person coming by and greeting me minutes later, i knew i've to confirm.. its real..
funny la.. but im saying im gonna be back soon.. heh.. nothing to be sad abt.. its over~ i may be blogging like jocy's style but its nice to do like this.. heh~ then my mind starts switching to good things like my frens.. my family.. my frens.. like "jocy.. lizzy.. mimi.." heh.. i was thinking so funny to blog like this in a way like girl frens closeness to appreciate each other.. no la.. my pals.. yung soon.. thomases.. and the rest~! oh man.. cant wait to go back.. :p
ivan didn't know.. heh.. we're going to his house soon.. real soon.. b'day surprise.. thought of shepherd to sheep love.. jo and daniel coming too.. haha.. boom~ no la.. no more cream fight i reassure you lolz.. thinking my frens man.. they're great.. i love to maintain this lifestyle eh.. be more peaceful and joyful next yr.. of coz tat includes seeing God as an opportunity for me to grow in Him.. yet still have to think more.. still not used to it yet..
k enouogh talking.. its time.. wish me luckz.. its chocolate splatter later.. not cream~ wahah.. May God bless all.. kissed* - sz
when sat came, i anticipated the next day to be the toughest tat i would go thru.. really just one day to prepare for an exam and i tell you its not easy.. i might have backgrounds frm previous learning but to get thru all in one is just crazy...
sun came as two sessions b4 3.30.. i even visited church coz i dun want to miss the last trip for this yr and its worth going i guess.. the worship songs they played were one of the best i've ever heard for a long time.. can't believe kelvin kok blends so well into the song.. i'm not saying he cant sing.. but the thing is its just his song when he sings it.. really great song tat binds all feelings together in the church.. and tat love song for god.. "Holy spirit rain down" i think tats the best song for me..
then of coz still i thought studying was to be prioritised but i dun wanna miss the fun.. heh.. ivan's bday.. it was decided we spray him with shaving cream.. and with me as the first person and sheep, i was ready with a plate of cream.. ;) hah.. smack.. direct head shot.. i was like.. "ivan.." showing a sad face and he thought i was having problems.. then smack.. wahah.. then all jumped over him la.. fuff fuff.. enough la.. i thought he wanted to stab me with the b'day knife already lolz..
slept fr 2hrs.. studied.. slept for 4hrs.. studied.. and then exam came at 11.. hah.. description- paper was okay.. good to say tat.. i had the basics.. good.. but it was tough paper la. everyone admitted then i got thru and tats all i can be content with.. even the invigilator in the end praised me, "good boy" as i gave her my paper.. i nearly burst out my emotions.. sigh~ i made thru.. it was tough times for me but i did it.. like previously with leeshi case also.. in the end i just kissed my hand just to show love for myself.. i did it!
erm.. next few days have to do a lot of things lo.. hmm.. i was in a crappy state just.. really feelings are so unreal and fake.. they just drive you crapz.. and in the end you just have to get hold of reality more.. sz.. u remember the time of the incident at the bus stop.. and how much you laughed at urself for being silly...
it was illusion which followed by reality.. how "illused" image with the action of ignorance (just passing by) dealt with you so bad and you wish it wasn't real.. and yet it wasn't when reality came.. :) but this time.. just this aft.. it could be the latter but i still dunno.. i was facing down and with one straight glance to the side.. i saw blurly.. a near figure just straight passing by.. it was illuminated by light so i couldn't make sure.. but i noticed coz i know every stature of her face.. its most likely.. coz i know in mind how she looks like.. with one more person coming by and greeting me minutes later, i knew i've to confirm.. its real..
funny la.. but im saying im gonna be back soon.. heh.. nothing to be sad abt.. its over~ i may be blogging like jocy's style but its nice to do like this.. heh~ then my mind starts switching to good things like my frens.. my family.. my frens.. like "jocy.. lizzy.. mimi.." heh.. i was thinking so funny to blog like this in a way like girl frens closeness to appreciate each other.. no la.. my pals.. yung soon.. thomases.. and the rest~! oh man.. cant wait to go back.. :p
ivan didn't know.. heh.. we're going to his house soon.. real soon.. b'day surprise.. thought of shepherd to sheep love.. jo and daniel coming too.. haha.. boom~ no la.. no more cream fight i reassure you lolz.. thinking my frens man.. they're great.. i love to maintain this lifestyle eh.. be more peaceful and joyful next yr.. of coz tat includes seeing God as an opportunity for me to grow in Him.. yet still have to think more.. still not used to it yet..
k enouogh talking.. its time.. wish me luckz.. its chocolate splatter later.. not cream~ wahah.. May God bless all.. kissed* - sz
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