gambate~

hai~ gambate~ i know u can do it.. i shall see you thru too...

today is not really a typical day.. maybe just for a few things that makes up the day? today is damit's birthday.. so we celebrated in guyatt park by giving him a surprise.. i din turn up for the surprise moment tgh.. but yea overall it was fun with them.. wished him all the most for a wonderful 27th birthday.. the food was so nyaman.. ehsan cooked the soy sauce chicken and the kangkong belacan.. ahya.. and azim cooked tofu.. the asian food really had me digging into it with much heart.. haha.. then after we played badminton for a while b4 i went to uni..

arsenal reached the finals.. yea!! so exciting eh.. i love the team and really hope they would beat either ac milan or barcelona in the finals.. then they would claim their first ever champions league title.. but it's gonna be a trembling moment kali ah during the final match.. i'm gonna watch it with my arsenal fan partner, khai.. haha.. but that's of coz straight a couple of days b4 the exam.. ;)

assignments i still got macam two more to go.. tapi.. yea.. i will try my best to finish them tgh these days i just feel like sleeping all the time, not doing work.. hah.. truly macam the urge to work seems to lower down a bit due to problems and crisis.. tapi.. i really want to show and make it thru.. i know i can do it.. so hopefully this week do one, then next week the other.. then start steady revision.. my juniors contacted me abt accommodation.. guess will reply this weekend..

one thing which gave me the encouragement to do well is that i'm going back this july.. heheh.. miss my family and frens.. and my hometown miri.. but i won't tell my frens abt it.. hope to give them surprise.. you thomas also dun tell ys abt it arh.. the other is that thought abt a fren.. the drama she gave.. 'a litre of tears' really inspired me a lot especially watching and knowing it's based on a true story.. as long as there is time, there is hope.. and it inspired me how strong is that person with cs degeneration disease.. it also inspired me to go forth with much interest in my career.. i know clearer now what i want.. i want to cure ppl..

that fren is definitely one which i will always think abt goodness.. she picked me up then the same month last year.. this time, this moment.. i won't fall, just reminding the words she said.. the effort she made to try to pull me up.. gambate.. gambate.. like how the japanese ppl in the story would say.. its indeed motivating.. jia you.. gambate.. i won't ever give up with this heart of support.. i will not...

i met one person.. indeed i reinforced myself b4.. i know who i am.. yes i know.. while i was in the city the other day having a space out, i reinforced myself.. seeking the positivity.. seeking myself and seeking the effort to think of others who are there for me.. making myself sure of what to do the next few weeks.. planning this week, next week and all.. indeed i just want to be myself.. i was blessed with this meeting with the person..

remember i mentioned the frenliest person i've met since my last arrival here in brisbane.. she's a sri lankan.. she reinforced me indirectly.. we didn't have a long talk but we straight forwardly had some expressions among each other.. she reminded me that i'm a nice guy.. haha.. i was thinking.. and i said to her.. duh i know i am.. yup i am.. haha.. and she likes talking to me? but yea.. she is one who's really the type that i like to talk to coz she's not just wacky but nice.. she had her doubts abt care group that's why she didn't go.. abt the matter that problems make us stronger each day.. i also told her it wasn't good for me either, that's why i didn't go to convention.. i just doubt many things.. many aspects which seem not right for me and my life.. i'm just glad to have her as a sincere and positive fren with smiles..

this is a long blog ey.. hadn't write something like that for a long time.. and with that different emotion.. more positive.. i still eat cadburies.. seldom cook nowadays coz of laziness.. but i try to soon.. just want to give support for those who find it hard to go thru their assignments.. like sharon? jia you.. gambate.. know u can do it.. sorry for not contacting you for a long time.. miss those times on the phone.. that reminded me of jocelyn.. she's very independent tgh she's plump.. but how can she ever be condemned by those words frm her relatives when just that she thought well maybe fatness is ugly? who knows u won't be crushed? i know one who does.. lolz.. for me, being fat.. oh man.. i couldn't remember how many 'plump' ppl i'd already fallen for.. tgh i initially thought.. no.. no.. never would i marry a person that big! hahaha...

heheh.. guess i'm beginning to show some kind of cheerfulness.. thank god.. i think i should give a call to thomas.. the first one.. never called him.. and lastly.. shee mei.. gambate~ ;) ok.. that's for today.. a change~ :)