aussie..

its been quite long since i updated my blog.. remember the first nite i arrived aus, i got it updated straight.. now its like four to five days passed then i just haf the time to settle down and write something.. past few days erm.. very much of doing work and settling down.. exploring the place and adapting to the life here.. so far so good, i was able fit in very easily.. not sure wat's hard here at the moment but i thought handling things independently like cooking, buying stuffs and doing work has so far been okay.. considering i'd never been truly independent before.. :p

last nite had this weird dream.. dreamt of someone whom i had the heart for.. after throwing a surprise b'day party for me, i got a glance of her b4 she ran off.. (in detail it was touching.. haha.. got into a house.. suddenly i could hear ppl singing b'day song somewhere.. reached a room.. neon lights on.. and there full of ppl, and food on the table, singing with smiles..noticed her b4 she ran!) chased after her to outside but she was nowhere in sight.. throughout the nite, went searching around centrepoint, mall and gadong area.. rooftop? riverside? oh my.. my imagination is running wild.. location gadong lagi.. :p

still couldn't find her.. in the end, i knelt to my knees and mourned.. its like a movie drama u know.. somehow, wud u think she has the heart for me but she just couldn't accept me for some reason? haha.. yung soon i let u answer this.. :p btw.. the girl in the dream.. someone who's.. i'll skip this..