coffee club nite~

this post is all about ccm.. its been a week since the last update.. no doubt there were many things along the road and stuff.. guess i wudn't need to elaborate abt them.. just go straight to ccm's coffee club nite shall we?

yesterday was a typical care group thing, but with lots of changes.. this week's all about making the place into a coffee house.. couldn't believe wat actually happened but the guys really did a great job.. the whole environment was kinda like a coffee house.. candle lights everywhere, everyone getting in a group round a table, sitting comfortably & talking round the clock.. menu, biscuits and assortments on each table and of coz.. the waiters had to do their job (me being one of them.. :p) me and emmanuel taking orders of drinks and deliver them to relative tables.. heheh.. but it was fun with a lil` bit of style..

so basically the coffee club nite was a social thing.. getting to know one another and i did get to know some new faces.. it was nice to know jas~ in a sense tat she's like me, a non-christian.. and moreover, she's kinda like a neighbour.. from miri, my homeplace.. taking the same course as well.. so it was great.. the coffee nite had their games as well as a video.. which follows a discussion abt christ..

i just wanna say something abt wat happened.. erm.. maybe i was too harsh in terms of questioning my thoughts.. jo~ was the leader.. so there came an issue in my mind when she began to talk about christ.. *deep thought* only jasmine was my counterpart then.. we had the same thoughts so both of us kinda went on to debate against all odds..

hmm.. even i can feel i was being a bit tough on jo but really.. its all about questioning my thoughts.. i was really trying hard to be in it.. hoping to get an answer.. karen had a go too by sharing her life with christ.. and did i retaliate? sorry if i did.. in my heart i do know how ur lives have really been touched.. tats y u guys are here telling me abt it.. guess i just need time..
so much into rationality my mind expects.. reality.. the real world and all.. move on.. tat nite, joel personally gave me a new bible as he promised.. i was thinking i could really have been touched as quoted by ivan it could be around $40.. but my mind still stays the same.. i wasn't feeling good at all.. somehow burden fills me.. hmm..

heheh.. emmanuel surprised me really as we went on for a deep chat.. can't believe till now he's in this level of maturity with such great experience.. telling me about things he went thru.. (all here is abt relationships.. :p) erm.. he's one hack of a wiseman.. offering me some advices when i confided in him.. guess i just have to be good.. ivan and daniel knows abt it too.. being buddies plse do not slip tongue... :p

err.. wat else.. if really that's what u said god has all set it up for me and it wasn't coincidence what everything happened.. i really wanna see.. what god has for me next.. if really tat is.. i just know only *one* can change my life.. for real..

hmm.. i guess i've shared enough.. just a few things i thought i need to talk about here.. the next few days really have to keep up with studies.. work is really building up at the moment.. neal~ u're worth the cheer man.. haha.. the in-house chef.. ok.. i guess tats it.. thomas.. couldn't receive ur call yesterday.. i'll call u soon.. mei.. reply tomolo.. cya~