for each and everyone

this post is somewat different.. some sort of a type whereby u actually need to guess.. like who's who tat im talking abt and all.. so kinda of a guessing game la.. haha.. cut the crap~ with this post, i hope to bring msges out there.. to those ppl.. whoever you are.. you should know..
feelings~

heng tai, just called u recently.. hek hek.. miss those days we went for swimming and chatting along.. hah.. u still haven't changed for goodness sake.. still as wise-acting and funny.. really thanks for being there dude for the times.. all i can say is u're one hell of a fren..
for u.. a thank you msg to show how appreciative i have u here.. another thank you for giving me a 'true fren' experience and plse.. do tk.. hope to see you one day..

you and you.. grouped together in one of my photos but not the other.. haha 1st is u la.. u r a great pal too.. hope as time goes by, u'll be strong as steel.. like no girls can ever shoot thru.. miss the days we went bandar at 3am.. :p and you~ din expect we're now msgers instead of chatters.. now i cud just rely only upon u for ur help on what's around us back home.. thanks for supporting~ i'll be my best..

you and you.. i couldn't help but by knowing you two, i learned tat there are many different kinds of ppl.. some who could just depend upon one another for eternity.. able to survive duely in a small enclosed shell.. i couldn't do much but just tolerate on.. eventually i'll leave to see wat else life has to offer.. in search of its greatness.. and as for one of u~ i cherished the moments.. but u've been quite disappointing.. i did enough just for the best for all of us but i wasn't known at all.. anyways, a good time to learn and experience from each and everyone of us which includes the next you..`

you.. from u, i also learnt tat you are one of a kind.. very different.. the kind which really gets me into thinking.. why and why..? i realised it again and again.. from all this trouble thinking and all tat matter.. i concluded finally~ it's just you.. just how nature shapes each and everyone of us differently.. i know ter's no way for us now.. which by being pathetic, i thought ter is.. after a very long thought, i know tat i must make a distinction between you and ur fren.. tat now in reality you're gone.. gone for good.. and i know, you will just remain nothing more than a memory~

dilemma~ (this was actually it.. but i've decided so might just as well leave it..)
the bunch.. you guys are really great.. since i came, i thought i've discovered my new-found freedom.. a new life.. u guys never fail to amaze me.. to actually know tat there are ppl in this world who appreciate you for who you are is really a great thing.. always display positivity in many ways.. can't wait to learn more from you all~ :D

lastly you.. it was getting influential and really mind bothering being stucked in a dilemma back then.. choosing between losing chance (to know you) and my current life.. nonetheless, i've chosen.. and we'd just be frens.. better as frens to get to know each other.. just to get to know one another.. ....

erm.. lastly.. to u~ i dunno who you are.. what you intend to do.. but do lead me and i know my priorities in life.. for sure~ i'll maintain wat's best for me.. and i'll make thru each step without giving up hope..