heh~

tsk tsk.. tanks thomas for the comments.. actually i was quite less motivated to write already.. just recently, less comments and feedback.. dunno wat ppl think of wat i wrote but at least i got one.. and thanks! wah~ wat's this.. be child of darkness.. sometmes u can really be funny oh.. u know im son of god.. and u know i can't laugh like this.. (tsk tsk..)

smetmes i do think i can be quite complicated.. just tat every instant nature demands a lot in terms of my feelings and thoughts.. i can think a lot and it may be normal as im living in a world of youth now, growing up to become a young adult.. or maybe the mind's born to be more complex than others.. yea so.. it may be a good thing and it may be not.. but i can say the good thing is u mature a lot faster.. tat's wat i feel by being more complique~ :)

yesterday was okay but expected more to come for fellowship really.. we just had 6 ppl for monopoly.. bless karen~ hope she recovers very soon..

"For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet lose or forfeit for his very self?" - Luke 9:24-25
i found this parable to be quite meaningful.. when u live life for God, u begin to feel the goodness of it.. seek God when u need to and when u do.. worship and pray for him first before trying it on ur own.. well.. u just feel different and more independent in the heart and soul likewise.. tat's wat i feel lo.. try it... ;)

(current feelings: so much undesire.. so many thoughts.. so not *me* now.. :s)