i think i know...

hmm.. wats good when u have nothing to do besides writing a blog.. and when there's nothing interesting to write about.. u somehow think should i even bother to write it down.. but i'll do it anyway.. heh..

life's been a bit cool so far with things going on smoothly.. contrary to the life tat i'd encountered over the past few months, now i can say i'm quite independent.. with life not to say fully under control but in a level 'below the brim' smethn like tat.. for reminding tat i am, u deserve much credit.. thanks.. u know who u r.. really dun appreciate the sort of life where u get to rush things, having to do stuffs as anew.. facing uncertainties and unrest.. being unsettled and all.. now tat everything's fine, its well done.. and this is not food tat im referring to.. :p

sunday was somewat a 'day at home'~ the whole day was totally allocated towards being in my oblong lil` room, being there personally.. doing my own stuff w/o any interference, for the whole day long... tat was somehow a record breaker as i'd hardly used my room anytime under the daylight except for sleeping.. i somehow didn't like the look of it the first time i moved in here.. but now im starting to enjoy it.. getting myself to peaceful and comfy terms.. the bed.. the musicals.. and bird sounds..

i'm also beginning to think tat i know wat's life for me.. i.e. the life tat suits me.. (have i said this over and over again.. hmm..) used to think tat some things had to be dealt with and stuff.. if it wasn't for my intuition, i really didn't know wat to do.. so i battled through and somehow it worked.. for god's sake.. maybe nothing can be more satisfying than doing something which benefits u personally in a way.. instead of thinking.. solving problems.. and spending countless time living through unnecessary pleasure (in vain pleasure), im beginning to think simple.. taking things slowly and try to immerse life into each and of everyday.. each day is a bliss for me.. my soul, my pace and my body.. u know sometimes.. i couldn't even understand wat im talking abt.. haha.. but actually, in a sense, i do know wat's the real meaning of it..

wanna praise mei so much like anything and joce.. no.. i won't change.. frenster has so limited designs and i found this one to be actually readable in some way.. the rest.. erkk.. skip.. but it doesn't mean tat u'll stop reading rite.. no need to be cheerful kua.. haha just normal.. ;p
tata~ know wat i'll do.. think simple and go with the flow... end with music.. bi(rain) - i do~