to call off...

i think its time again..
every step of the way.. these things happen.. i know wat i have to do.. it's not anyone's fault.. anyone could haf seen it's normal but its me.. it's my part tat i have to solve..

smetmes i wud blame myself for being such emotionally weak person or maybe i just think too much.. tats y i thought i needed to change.. i couldn't foster every single time being there just presenting myself and when i do, end up feeling bad everytime i walk away frm that place.. even God couldn't help.. y shud i even bother to type the last sentence..

indeed leeshi, ur way was right.. but u know i also dun feel like arguing though i can spill one sentence straight away but i just know tat our part is solved.. so relief in my heart..

joce.. sorry i was being a bit 'out'.. no one can blame when we mess up with our well-being.. i just feel its one of those things tat can be so influential.. it happens unfortunately, not the right time, not the right way and for the most.. not the right person.. i had to take the step.. its time to call off..

first time hearing ivan so concerned.. sorry but i just hope for all respects.. i know its the best way now.. its not fun to say its the most imprtnt three weeks ahead of me.. i dun want to get influenced.. i know my way.. im sorry.. i think i'll be back.. once things are cleared.. im sorry.. dunno when it'll be.. but i'll pray..

(p.s. you are who you think you are.. i'll make use of this..)
- end with i'm waiting ~ gigi