just recent..

angel... :(

i really think cheer chen's music is just mysterious.. i'm beginning to fall for her.. her voice just like stella's cute rhythm.. the drowsy days..

just i took time to reply msges to a no. of ppl.. frm here, it reflected to me the no. of frens tat i have now.. i should be very content especially just by looking thru these past couple of weeks, time just gets occupied by itself.. frens just keep coming in touch even till i find it hard to remind me of some at a certain time.. all in all, i really appreciate those ppl whom just wouldn't make me feel alone, make it recent or the past.. you guys know who you are..

preds.. when i thought back how i make these frens.. i found it funny to think how preds, short for prejudice, can so much limit a person's potential to get to know one more.. frankly, i never displayed preds to any ppl.. as who are you, i'd just talk to you.. get to know you more and as such.. it's weird to think how i've faced only one so far.. tat was bad.. tat was real preds unlike fake preds frm 118.. hah.. couldn't imagine.. didn't even want to try anything stupid as i learnt, i've already been slammed.. the effort for fellowship.. :/

just this sun, it was full day.. saturday nite, we already went out.. for the mall, the netcom and then supper.. ter we planned ahead for a full sunday.. then all left except thomas who had to stay over at my place.. sunday came.. kel, andrew, thomas and me first visited church at 10.. the keasberries were there.. (judah2s) similar service except ter's dancing can u believe it.. and christmas songs.. abby and kazzie were among the dancers..

after lunch, full day at my place.. great all came.. except one pesky yung soon.. wasted my credit.. noon was mostly board games.. pictionary and monopoly.. my whole room was totally shaken.. the laughters.. i think we can measure in decibel level 2-folds.. esp. the word, 'thierry henry..' oh ya.. we also played ps2.. winning eleven, the game that ivan thrashed me 7-1.. for the nite, it was 2-hr netcom.. by the time we finished, i think we in turn thought we're finished.. darn withered..

tat's just for sunday.. and last week, meeting with jess was as great.. i think our conversation lasted for two hrs! just tat it wasn't in coffee bean.. we had to go to dome coz coffee bean was full.. darn again.. :p i met jocy already.. lizzy's this week.. hope for a good meeting.. hope it will be pure open-heart meeting with 118.. did i tell anyone tat i'm working for the whole of this week? as my mom's secretary.. lolz.. in aia.. then following week to kl liuxing..

now expressing.. why did it grow stronger recently.. i thought i'd been great.. why still bother to think abt it instead.. i dun care to conceal you anymore.. i have feelings on u.. i still do.. i'm so confused what to do.. u had straighten things and i did.. but still why.. two months left.. i dun think it's enough.. dun think i'd return till i get rid 'them' of u.. do u just want me to fool myself here? 143...

foolish.. what to do.. i tried every way to off it.. msn, frenster and even visiting her blog.. what else can i do.. time.. ok be positive.. :/

let this last para be for good fren joce la.. eh.. it's only you who blog almost everyday ho.. good so i can enjoy reading.. :p see.. u got frens.. go improve fellowship with them.. u can initiate outings.. if not how and my frens can all gather.. its coz of me.. ;)

u and jason, i dunno how can separate already.. imagine at nite movie again, watching narnia.. wahah.. later scared u say me 'chou swait zin..' actually, im also planning with frens to do something during christmas eve.. like a bbq at the beach.. still planning but so far oh tutong.. hard for you.. lemon juice for ahem.. u're promoting is it? heh.. (copyright frm
jocy's style of blog)