plane emo`

when i think back of the past, the tears will just come out flowing- 1 litre. when i think back of the past, i get emotional.. it happened on flight..

on transit nw.. the view of an equatorial sunrise is undescribeable.. expectingly, the leave this time nurtured some emod.. had penned a post on flight.. one which is full of undesireness and unwantedness.. been doing the same thing over and over, its just neverending.. guess its time to put a stop to it.

the glances changed. no longer which it used to be. ters no more tat heart, or is it.. ters never truly been. the world is so real.. reality is so harsh and direct. i wonder what i've done wrong. i really wonder what i've done wrong..

i just want to help ppl in the future.. those suffering frm incapabilities and life distortions. i keep it towards my goal and i will make sure it comes to place. i want to see them smile in the end. and peer judgement wont matter anymore.. coz this is who i am.. i know i'll have to do it sooner or later..

ters no use to argue.. ters no use to bring back the past again.. i still have to live.. i'll still live for the worthies and Him, in my way.. culture can be.. it just takes tat.. i have no more to say.. it will keep going on.. its time to spend tat holiday healthily and positively despite tat.. real fact of life.

in aussie, thanks jo for sending and being the only understanding.. thank the most to crystal.. i wouldn't have gotten out of dep without tat.. with this i end my transit blog.