mountain view

yest, its just mt coot-tha, jo, me and ivan.. just nitely they decided to bring me to a "place" after 10pm.. i said what?! a mountain at 10pm.. its actually just a short journey frm home.. i dunno why they call it mountain.. its like a resort.. but its breath-taking scenery frm above..

thanks for being there for me.. im touched by ur guys decision though in this tight moment of exams.. just letting out things.. hey u guys are great frens..

yest i seemed to struggle thru.. but i managed 6 anyway.. it was tough.. for three consecutive semesters already, i've been facing the same situation and what's worst everytime it happens just when the exams are abt to start.. i decided to change lifestyle for next yr.. a healthy one.. just to make sure i get settled better here.. but i know i can rely on a few ppl.. so no worries..

just.. after study, i reminded how hard is my course.. heh.. i wonder how medicine is like.. i admitted it is only tough coz i've been slacking.. not tat i want to but i was forced to.. but really.. u have to have great determ.. there's really a lot.. a lot to learn.. it always pose as challenge.. but my mind only knows tat i won't give up tat easily..

yest i was abt to reply a mail.. but thought i wont cause distraction to the other side.. i have so many things to say.. so many things to argue or probably just so many things which i can think of to make things rite in the future.. or wats should have been done in the past.. but i thought and thought.. i know there's nothing i can say coz it's ended tgh it hasn't begun.. there's no opportunity.. there's no hope for tat.. though feelings keep telling me.. do something.. do something.. i know with things ending, it takes time.. i learnt frm the past.. but all in the end will be nothing more than pure awkwardness and nothingness between the peers.. coz its all the matter of life and tats wat life is all abt...

fine? .. end.. time to live a better life... - sz