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yes i thought.. cupid's arrow came off.. then i went on.. stalked a few pics.. doomshit.. wrong~

i remembered esther's words.. it's still good to cling onto it.. it's the best way to go by especially for us studious and uni demanding students.. i know, positively, as she said.. things will sure come into place one day if i just live it on for career..

gigi leung and ekin broke up.. after a long 7 years.. i suspected it's gigi's decision.. earlier i could see ekin's rather 'low' for her.. not a match.. but i know it's still a decision based on demand, 'yao chiu'.. ekin couldn't really get thru superficially in frnt of the media, but gigi could just put on a cheerful attitide as if she's already put the issue behind her.. nothing to say.. 'ai ching mei you pan fah..' quote karen mok..

with all the guy's talk, i learned so much.. girls can be just as terrible.. in fact, they are more.. haha.. ehem.. stop.. later i kena sue.. damn cool.. first time, i kena compliment i'm mature.. eh thomas, in fact, i'm only a few months older than u only k.. haha.. i know.. no one wud expect things and thoughts frm 'me'.. it's only after a deep talk.. previously, i think the other thomas did the same thing.. after listened to all what i said, he asked me.. 'how old are you..?' damn funny.. but really i'm glad i've been thru deep chats personally with each of them.. even ys.. it's like smethn to share and i cherish the times together..

slowly i learn more.. not to get hurt.. dun wanna 'brood' over a hope or relationship.. qte angela.. still so young.. yet.. the seductresses out there.. they just dun know me do they.. lolz.. of coz not i mean they seduce me la.. i mean i'm not gonna drool a drop even for them.. in fact, i'd totally slap them off.. i just hate or dislike.. temptations.. but if i were to go back.. yes i may.. i might be less confident.. i admit.. but it's still all abt the mind.. :)

exulting.. wait.. let me start again.. exulting.. *acceptance*.. work.. goodness.. frenship.. is tat enough? improvement.. oh yea.. 'self'.. 'self'.. love self.. most imprtnt.. lame.. yea.. i'm the lamest..!(outside) :D wahaha.. ki siao liao.. inside.. ;) heh.. look at the sky.. what u see.. i accept anything for i'm stern.. i'm no more.... i've come out.. i can live more reasonably now.. enough said.. dust.. flick..

conclusion.. a lil' bit more time.. and yes.. no more after..
end- mockingbird: eminem