so far so..

life is so far good... needs keeping up but so far is good.. i'm improving now.. in well-being and self get-back.. i'm beginning to enjoy life now when everything's new.. i smile at every opportunity.. relax after every stress.. respond to my body for what it needs.. enjoy when i always can.. most imprtnt is being myself again :)

today is a satisfying day.. i thought it'd be good to go alone to get the things i want.. and it's just my way of doing so. getting back to the used-to independent and disciplined state.. chinatown is far frm home and it takes every effort to carry all the bags home.. moreover, i bought a huge wok and all the things for my daily needs.. met ivy.. i guess i won't mind meeting her.. she can cheer up my day.. and we'll go on frm there after our byes..

i hope i can make you strong.. but it takes a while to respond and reason why you're having this problem.. i guess it always comes back to knowing urself again.. smetms we often forget abt our body and the way we should respond when we're just too caught up with life.. and that's when we learn how to live it each day.. and a moment of thinking future and desires works.. i guess i'll stop being philosophical frm here...

i just want to get back to that state where i can truly focus.. it takes time.. two weeks? three? i won't force myself.. i just feel happy that i can actually work now.. step by step.. slowly.. and slowly.. so i can get to where i want.. it's okay if u're laidback..

im watching love story in harvard for entertainment.. heh.. kim rae won is too.. hai.. dun wanna say.. :p and just got reminded i've got dinner to prepare.. anticipating for recipes.. heh, ciao- ;)