hmm..

i bet i had this 'hmm..' as a blog topic b4 but anyways.. today is the end of a week and im 'appreciatively' pleased with how im getting along with the week. its some sort of 'getting back' to the shape of mental practice.. ala ala.. u knw.. wth stuffing lots of fish and vegs.. i guess helps a lot too plus* a new technique to pull all ur stresses away.. connect to the future!

i dunno if it really helps.. smehw i find it qte useful.. evryone shud haf a visit.. ticaine.com. the famous hypnotist believes we can imprve our lives by simply connecting to the future. forgiving wat u've done in the past and think urself as smeone powerful who can create anythn you want in ur life. he goes on saying tat smetmes we feel lost or depressed coz we dun even knw where we're going or where we'd want to be.. its worth to take a look anyway.

today i smehw had lectures. then i hadnt had pbl coz the lecturer didn turn up so i went to chinatown to buy some groceries. i do feel good smetmes and it'd provoke my zest for buying things wen the gov puts in money into my bank accnt.. and as soon as 3-4 of a new mnth comes.. trrrnngg.. $$$ heheh.. how natural can it be.. like money falling frm the sky.. anyways, my freezer is stuffed with loads of fish.. im changing my diet coz i tot fish imprves the brain/mind with omega-3 and chicken just fills the stomach. anyway, its okay for a $4 meal with a piece of salmon or mackerel.. its tasty le..

shee mei hasnt come online for 3 weeks.. still we had contact by real writing.. arrhh.. i just smehw tot we're getting far apart and smetmes cannot help to say but damn miss her presence.. its like evrytme wen she writes a nature thing, i feel glad and wud cheer up and move on thru the pressures of life.. u knw the food and all.. her thoughts and support thingy.. & now her fren takes over her, my tou tai woonchin. shes the only one who can make me laugh all the way with wat she writes and i never encounter anyone as... omg.. :DDD crapp.. but really woonie.. do u think u've suffered PTD? kesian.. seriously, i never cried tat bad for an exam and ever wud seriously worry for finals unless.. its my last roadway to MBBS.. (im damn nervous tis semester)

just this morn, smethn not good happened.. and had me face my first reality with death of a close one. tgh it triggered me a bit, it didnt went on for too long.. its a blessing actually coz he died of old age.. yea, but tgh we weren't tat close i feel sorry for his partner.. im closer to her actually.. smetmes ur seniors wud give u encouragement to live wen u knw u have to work hard in order to achieve smethn for them to see.. hoping they still can and they wud live to see it..

mooncakes coming.. and i damn wnt (wnt means wont!) eat a single mooncake! last week, i had too much chocolates and cookies and watever..! and i just dun feel like into glucose anymore.. literally. spring is coming.. jacarandas flowing out.. you knw it feels like its bringing me to the past spring where i had good and bad moments then.. bt the scenery is indeed fascinating...

fuff.. im leaving this weekend free.. wanna stress out. this sem is actually laid back to think or not~ just less classes and anatomy lethargy, having to stand in a room full of corpse for three hours.. thinking of tat lame last sem, its a bit of luck tat i survived. i chat with ahn ji (angel) into prompting me knwing tat biomed pharmacology is a 'dying' subject. no one wud ever want to take it and i was so crap!!... tat i'd taken and make it on the border with a 101% damn effort.. just to have an idea wat tamoxifen does.. fluoxet.. cycloshit or watever! and she tells me she likes to have a pig as a pet, a taiwan pearl tat wud stay as a small pet forever~ who know wats she's thinking!!.. and me..! not tat i wouldn want to have it, my country doesnt allow..

ok.. time to go. update soon.. yawn.. have a good weekend. ciao.

oh ya b4 tat.. ppl listen to tis.. I present my old-time fav song.. hai se hui ji muo by cheer~