asme~

i had the greatest mind solace at times tat i thought i never wud have.. thought of a way to go for it.. to actually comfort it.. let it relax.. not thinking of any.. just letting my body lang do the job, as my mouth talks and eyes look.. nothing else.. no thoughts for this day.. i'd had enough..

actually it quite helps when u know u just dun haf to think.. for the things u need or ought to do or to make it.. just let it be.. leave the mentality for the 'priority'.. whatever it is.. my fren counterpart asme, one of my good md frens met me and it was a real 'no personal' meeting of any sort.. just talk.. and even i got some reinforcement which i rarely wud have heard or catch.. who would discuss or tell you things like this.. you're gonna be a doctor.. asking abt.. what kind of field of study.. stating tat ur salary will be greater than any other in the work force.. telling you yours will grow greater as age persists.. you're gonna start your clinic after 10-yrs of bondage.. and we'd count $30 per patient and 100 patients a day and 90 grand per month.. :p and you're gonna be rich.. i was startled.. yet flattered.. but resisted; huh... at the same time.. in fact.. it gave me some motivation.. :)

hmm.. he's quite a good lad.. as a fren to say.. being a fren frm the college years.. our talks are more rational, stating facts.. perpetuating global issues.. things i'd rarely think abt, he would.. and i'd be fascinated abt the things he'd deliberate.. rite word? the movie 'descent' had a bit of shocking horror effects on some parts but it was cool.. especially when the girls of the movie can do some reckless killing stunts.. swensens first time with a fren.. tat's cool and filling.. heh.. erm.. talks.. and he treated me with 'patchi' chocolate.. the most exp chocolate in the world.. 18 for 7 pieces.. huh..

whatever.. i want to relax now.. bet you guys would know me clearer now.. i let things go the way they wanna be.. i just dun want to think abt it.. and just.. the end~