spring fall..

spring summer falling in the dreams.. lala~ x7.. -'love story in harvard' tracks.. better stop playing or else i'll get sick. my frens just love them :s

hah! my fren sends me a testi and says i need more encouragement. oh common..! lol.. ys u're no less manly than me okay.. birds in the sky.. lame la you. i was mentioning fishes in the sea la. and lamey what i've been doing these days is just pure lamey. still normal outings yet the frequency of the same thing on and on again builds up tat kind of 'sien' or boredom level.. 'and' wither.. just seem tiresome each time after every wake up. hols hols. are lame. not tat it was just 3 months ago. now it's totally urgh~

next week. i'm leaving to thailand on cny day itself. for five days. fri a day off. then sat wud be set-off to miri, to visit my mom's side grandparents. then left a week of preparation b4 i return back to my paradise place. can't believe its tat fast. i din even have the feel tat two hol months actually sailed past by with tat fast speed.. erm.. yea so at the moment just enjoying myself..

this week. hmm.. the beach thingy with juniors was not bad. probably just sensing, tat a lil' more work's needed to get the juniors and seniors together.. well.. and talk. i can't say much. i was the one who's doing the same thing, we're all paiseh ma, quote someone else* erm.. the soccer's fun.. i scored one, still ending we lost 1-2. lame! the girls are too good. can't wait for another round of football if this thurs still jadi. i went back last i think. the sunset was so serene. it provoked memories..

well.. then what else. dota is the game nowadays, for almost every weekend nite. guys are just so 'nothing else to do' besides playing cpus.. hah.. but fun it was backstab success for me yesterday.. haha.. glad tat i was being taught how to play by master shung yin. then outing with sharon.. hmm.. (she will be reading so be it!) was the lamest.. never had i been such lamest outing b4 in my life.. good impression on the meeting itself? hmm.. neh.. msging to and back every two minutes, like she's either meeting me or her darling sigh. her mobile just couldn't stop ringing msg tones. dumb ass XD

erm.. bought two books recently, which're recommended by a fren. one's called personality plus, a very famous book. gonna read some at least heh.. tgh my whole suitcase is piling up with books and i haven't even touched them. not even the book i bought in the first month of my last semester. :p i guess im not a book reader.. p.plus tells me i belong to the personality type "melancholy". i dread easily.. gets hurt easily, yet im the person everyone wants to go to when they are down.. coz i pay deep concern for ppl.

whatever with books, just wanna finish all of them.. heh. i actually had a ''to-do'' list.. its not here.. what else left. the acc. i guess i can only find acc when i arrive brissie. oops correction. brisbane :p then.. my laptop needs reformatting. cost an awful 40. see if thomas can do it for me. then.. watch all the movies, dark water, the wig, and i not stupid 2 perhaps? lame la. then the breakthrough.. but i need the courage. fuff..

i guess im learning tat i need not try to feel good. but i'll just be good in the sense. i guess i appreciate the ppl who're living now, in the present with me. okay let me stop here. and i'll reaffirm myself, "do write more positive blogs like this, ey?" gambade.. and last. close case.