venting spaces..

i've been reading other ppl's blogs.. looking at.. arh! *these bunch of noisy, annoying brads screaming along at this cybercafe tat now i'm in..* erm just go on.. yeap reading at others blogs and realising how different ppl actually write different things.. the contents they put in.. each reflects upon the lives of their bloggers, based on daily experiences and life schedules.. this makes me ponder what kind of life i've been thru.. somewhat unhealthy.. im not sure but i'd have written more good posts abt very nice trips, the happy experiences tat i encountered or maybe exciting stuffs abt my academic life.. but all these don't seem to appear in my blog..

maybe i need some kind of change or maybe it's just the uniqueness of each of us tat we'd put more one stuff into our blog more often than the other.. as for me, it'd be feelings.. still i know, i need to be more lively.. probably, just to enlighten my blog for a while.. :) anyways, i learn ppl belong to either one of these four types of personalities.. sanguine, melancholy, choleric and phlegmatic.. so clearly, i could relate this to ppl with blogs nowadays and to an extent what they wud put in their blogs..

i know i belong to this rather deep-thinker, serious, orderly and sentimental melancholy.. others who're the rather positive type like the popular sanguine wud often write wonderful things abt their joyful experiences in life.. and its definitely a prior reflection to the lifestyle they follow.. they'd write abt the things they enjoy.. the enjoying trips to frens houses, what exciting they may saw or maybe just even a trip to the coffee shop.. small, cute things they may find to be an enjoyment..

"ter's this new blueberry muffin in the menu, so decorative.. a lil' chocolate chip on top, enough to clear all my stresses from the day.. i remembered eating this muffin..." they wud even take a photo of the muffin and post it on the site.. haha.. i wonder how can this small thing can so easily satisfy them.. this is something which i really wud want to hope for.. just tat exulting temperament.. less worries.. yet it's all abt the mind.. & lifestyle*

haha but still i know.. i've the strengths and weaknesses of this deep melancholy personality.. it can't change really.. coz personalities are hand-owned.. seemingly easily depressed.. more towards thinking abt the downside of things rather than the positives.. tat's why i dun get happy? good grace, i still can work on the weaknesses.. finishing on part of the book.. think i'll just be myself for the moment.. recall* looking forward to write more cheery, good blogs soon.. every lil' effort is a stepping stone to success.. must try and try.. ok peace*

anyone shud watch 'i not stupid too'.. it's so depicts the kids of the generation nowadays.. a so-good movie, consider the best sgprean movie i've seen to date.. exposes ur humor to the highest, drives ur tears in some touching scenes and gets u pondering how rebellious i could be to my parents when i was 17? :p imagine the word 'lame' tat i keep using nowadays and this remedial blogging commodity tat now i'm in.. very similar.. excluding the 'pai kia' part.. :p

very analytic, perfectionist