early~

really think.. it's all bt being who i am and who u r...

it's sme pity to think when u just couldn't get connected with someone.. and it seems unworthy in the end after filling those arguments and still knowing somewhere, it's just not rite.. in fact, it's a pissed feeling also to think anywhere that i'm wrong..

i'm truly standing upon my decisions and i know myself very well.. tat's probably the reason why i stated the difference.. the difference between us.. i used to be a lot undecisive, accepting facts and opinions, unduly contributed by my surroundings.. now it's really the matter of living frm one's own experience and instincts and just being who you are..

many ppl are so different in this world.. couldn't really bear to think of it.. among the ppl that i've known.. frens.. ppl here in aus.. it so that matters, u just feel uncertain abt certain things and their way of life tat u start to doubt abt urself.. tat's when u begin to feel the most unright feeling.. and u ended up being discriminated.. i guess it's life.. we just mix with similarities..

but for love, somehow why is the picture different? why is it tat we can lose ourselves so easily for the ones who'd totally render mind-conflicts? the case is so unexplainable.. i guess we live to mate and generate the population.. by some living theory of science.. just couldn't bring that matter to an end..

i guess maybe i'm just tired or just merely awake.. it's a 7.30 post.. :p leaving to uni soon.. today buy pork.. heh.. go for a jog.. and start preparing for exams.. ciao~