some things..

i was planning for a good nite.. off frm my rev hours at the lib, went to this vietmese plce for a takeawy, got back.. ate away.. and planned for the last nicest hours for a chat in the phone.. well.. either with a fren or my mom.. then.. some thing just seems to bother at every sense.. why does it have to appear again? being often like tat then, tat's why i put on persevernce.. frm this- 'why wud you put hope on ur weakness when you can put your strength into hope..' i thought of patience and yes.. it went well.. in fact, very well..

i make it to forget.. well.. not to say really try on tat particular part.. but by means of chanelling all ur anxiety, worries or problems into ur job.. in fact, i love my work.. i sincerely love pharmacology.. the idea of giving those drugs.. anatomy, the pulling out of organs from the body.. well, but it is something else that i thought i needed to improve on, tgh i realise the only way to is to love ur work.. i guess.. i finally found my solution.. dun think much.. problems come as they do.. let them in.. then let them go..

picturized* how that can last longer than leeshi's.. sad.. probably didn't try as hard to find a way out as i did for her.. but i'm trying and i'm progressing.. i won't force it.. but i am hopeful i can eventually.. find the way out.. quoting one of my fren's phrase frm msn, "u'd think dat ppl wud've had enough of silly love songs.. Love makes us act like we r fools, throw our lives away 4 one happy day.." and i very well say yes.. it will.. it will go one day..

the funny thing abt ys is.. there is something going on.. hehe.. it wud be an amazing ending if he can get **.. coz what i can see is.. something rather than nothingness..(i.e. my case heh..) at least something is involved.. what i see is.. if he can really do something to turn it around.. oh man.. i feel so excited for this guy.. i dun think i'd be manly and brave enough to do things like he did or.. he's a man.. wahah.. there's nothing more sweet than a frenship quarrel.. in the end.. what u get is something if you put in the right recipe.. :)

ok i think tat's it for now.. dun think too much.. those are just some things.. just one of my potential five years here.. god bless cecilia for her spiritual will.. thank her for being my sis-in-christ.. - keith