five days

five days.. three more weeks.. it's getting near.. then i'll be home

it's now 4.50pm.. it's coming evening.. skipped nap after my mate got me out of sleep for help in her work.. usually eve nap is my common routine, thinking it'd regen myself after a long, tiring day.. have been doing this since.. to stop my mind frm thinking too much..

now awake.. i looked out of the window.. what a view.. the crows call.. wind slam on my face.. it's getting dimmer by the second.. what's significant is the overlook out to the sky.. orange n light blue illumination.. serene.. remembering the times in macquarie.. it was spring then.. n dusk..

the past has always been detrimental.. esp recalling the times when it wasn't so good then.. the present itself has also never been true.. fuff.. i somehow just thought that things really have changed.. i'm no longer tat person.. my perspective of some things has changed.. for some reason, i couldn't be the person i used to be..

but i'm living.. it's indeed true when u still have ur life.. it's best to live it fully.. i just feel it's just another time of me.. not napping.. and being.. tis expressive..

p.s. i'm not like most i know..