livin this day`

Before you said goodbye to me.. listening to this song on this day.. the song is so much like 'garden in the air', the song which i repeatedly play in my new days here in brisbane- blue house. reminiscing.. seems like this day is free.. worked hard on assign for the past 2 days and 2day, the mood is rather.. soft and relaxed..

smetmes i just wonder.. if reminding abt the past or the things of the day tat just past and spread it in words on blog is reasonable.. seems like what i knw.. we shud be living so much of the present and cont to go on.. looks like the past has past and u just come to anticipate the future and what lies ahead.. detrimental may be the outcome of blogging the past.. it seems the mood can be changed frm it..

i remembered brisbane as a nice and beautiful place. i also remembered myself as a naive lad coming to a new town and exp indpndnce for myself.. i could clearly still remember the days of blogging.. which seems to reveal a 'freshman' rather vague and experiencing things that seem to pose as challenges for him.. he never knew how to handle such things, neither nor he knew he should ought to be himself.. he writes his blog in such an immature and new way tat seems to interest many ones.. but now clearly he knows tat- emotions should not be meddled simply by expressing.. but emotions are ought to be moulded in life..

what i mean le.. heheh.. is.. we live life simply la.. need not be a freshman acting like he's so complicated and sophist.. bleh~ :p i was riding a bus.. the songs frm my ipod seemed more likeable.. gigi and boa.. i was enjoying.. being myself.. and when sentimental tunes came, i felt for it.. i went feeling.. it's not unpleasant as of the past.. but it's more like.. heh.. feeling for the worthy one..

many things to say.. cont.. since i'm on break.. heh.. i remembered being pampered.. so much.. well.. i could say like this.. oh.. thanks to him.. or to her.. now what i wanted more was thanks to myself! i finally knew myself..! n smehow i remembered.. whenever i was saved, i would write to feel that i'm glad.. but now i feel.. it's just life that should cont to go on and maintain that maturity.. knowing and appreciate the state tat you are in.. someday u might not have the tendency to be where you are now..

i'm being expressive now i can see tat.. and i knw it's not really a good thing.. it's time-wasting.. frm my exp, the rate of postings wud be directly proportional to the emotional level.. like how i was in dec.. like how lizzy is now.. heh.. u can say when we get emotionally hurt and unstable, we spread out words of immaturity like fire.. haha.. i was thinking.. wow.. i was like tat.. :)

u knw what.. sincerely i have to kanxie a few ppl.. my china housemates are like.. me.. too kind.. they offer too many korean series.. and while i offer them hayao miyazaki's two latest works.. and recently bought 'princess mononoke'.. well and u knw.. tyt.. and u knw.. lin shee mei.. but.. well.. it's still a long road ahead.. it's so much of maintenance and keeping track towards that end.. so much.. and knw which frens to please.. :D

lame.. haha.. cut out~ time to sleep.. time to exercise.. and time to get back to reality.. emotional boy~ ;) just.. i looked at cass.. i never knew it's her...